"Special" Aim
I find myself unsure of how or where to start this time. I don't really know how to put these thoughts into words, which is usually the case with this blog. It all started with a need to figure out what I was thinking by putting it on paper and turned into a need to share those thoughts. I started the blog anonymously hoping to share those thoughts but maintain anonymity. It failed immediately, but that was ok. Honestly putting those thoughts out there in the beginning was one of the most difficult things I have ever been asked to do. It shared a piece of me so deep, it was scary to reveal so much. A funny thing has happened in the last 4 months though. I have come to want to share that part of myself with people. It was so freeing and I have gotten nothing but encouragement in return. I can't thank you all enough for that. For the first time in my life I have come to a point where I am not afraid. For me that is a very loaded statement. I am always afraid. Or at least I was. ...